jus reach home.
getting emo todae...

perhaps b'cuz of my conversation wit sis.
haizzz.
it's been one month.
i still miss my dad.
i still cant get used to life w/o him.
i still wonder if he will call mii the moment i wake up in the morning.

but another thing made mii more sad.

it's been ten years.
not veri long, not veri short.
we've been frenz for 1o years.
i always regard you as my best frenz.

but i dun noe u tot of mii that way.
sorry if u're the one always giving to mii.
maybe i dun nid frenz anymore.
i come alone and leave alone.
i seriously tink i'm selfish.
i tink my family is more impt.
so tell mii: i dun wan to be your frenz.
and i will make sure i wont pester you.

perhaps i realli didn do anything for you as a frenz.
but thanks for everything you gave mii.
i will have to carry on wit my life.
may you be happier w/o mii.
take care, my good frenz.

thought a lot when i'm alone at vivo and orchard.
everyone will change.
i got to depend on myself.
and stop being selfish.
it's my fault.
i'm jus too childish.

bought xueli's prezzie.
and sorry to dajietou! i will go find you when i can make it!
and and thanks to zhangshushu! saranghae!~

Blue Tuesday -KAT-TUN
Right now at this time of Tuesday
I'm waiting for your phone call again

One hour and two hours passed
I'm still thinking that I should wait 5 more minutes

When we said good-bye, we don't see each other either call each other
It was actually true

*The warmth from the last night right now
It's like you and it furthers step by step
Laughing as much as possible, crying as much as possible
You were always sad and now you're not here anymore
That town, that ocean, that night sky
Will also disappear

The promised day of the weekend
There will be 2 empty seats in the stadium most likely

Even memories and nothing can be made
I'll try to stop thinking of being sad about the future

The good bye will be something that'll connect the two of us forever
Even we may forget When the side of the face matures

Without knowing the reason, I stuttered with sadness
The last night with the calling voice of yours
It's like you're still here right now and it sounds like I can hear it clearly
That wind, that rain, and that moon
Will also disappear

To the days I have never seen and I'm walking to it
To the world where there's two of us